What's in a name..

Okae.. I have used many names from my past on the extension on net. I'll explain two of them which i used in the ORKUT:
1.KUEKUACHEU
2.Collatin_colleen
The first one is taken from a native american called Wolverine meaning Devil. And the second one?? It means collecting ladies. The literal meaning you can find in the dictionary. Bt here it mean for studying or experimenting on ladies.
Reasons:
It ain't bout attention. It's bout showing what you really have in your mind. Leting people get confused but has a real insight on it. It's a jargon.
I think many people uses fake names as usernames. I think its cool. Cause you got the feeling of wanting more bout a person.

So let it out. Join the cause. Share the name what's in your name. If u do, tweet me on twitter @awp20rokhum

End of world??

Rumours. End of world and umm.. Well! The thing bout the word END is true. You see the world is a circle. Well not exactly but it starts at a certain points and ends at a certain point. Everything does. It's like a cycle of never ending tale. But the sad thing is, the world doesn't seem to roll in to it's position nomore. I mean if you look around and see the world?? You see lots of things start. And lots of things end.
I feel like i'm believing the day they say the end of the world. 25 dec 2012. It's like when i stay focus? I see things that no one sees it and it's telling me that it does have to do with something. The world is changing. And so does we. Either we believe ourselfs or believe in simple death. Which ever way. It all has an end.

What if..

As time goes, i see a reflection of myself in the mirror. Thinking.
What if life wasn't the way i had imagined.
What if i already had that life.
What if i might never have it.
So many questions. Yet so little answers. And yet i see signs that brought forth a cause. A cause which rely on me. Something that does have to do with me. At a point i realise that i could be.
Imagining myself,at the most, i fear life could be not more than a rainfall. I seek joy and love. And never found it. But what if joy and love seek me? And i had failed to be reached?
Ultimately we are all deadman. But it is by death that we shall live and not by living we shall die. It is indeed a matter of oppinion.
But the Question of all. The saddest part to hear is..
..WHAT IF..

How things work?

A lot of things have change. I didn't seem to recall anything that hasn't seem to be right. By god i have tried every thing from my everything i could possibly do. But truth be told the things i tried in utmost weird way seems to be wrong. My desires are drained. My hopes long gone. Despite the fact that my life is not even alive, strange things how things are sorted out. I have asked father of things. Fortunately not to my understanding, he has left me aside. My soul is drained and dried. And evermore have i tried to find reason to the cause of which my cause of life has cause of existence.

My song

Recently i have decided to post my own songs to youtube. So i hope its a good one. And im hoping that it is like by all.

I'm opsessed with joy

i don't know but that which keeps me waiting is the emotions kept inside real fine...but the outer side real sucks

A tribute to the holocaust mind

♀Bizzare mind.♂.. :

The essence of the mind is just as flicker like a ticker..
It feels and heeds,
nothing more...
but your needs!
Some happy, some gloomy,
like clouds at dusk...
That goes by as do we.
Reasons it seeks,
By the cause it reveals..
"Why" it ask.
Only,it done it's task.
Confusion in between;
The what from the where.
Mind by itself,
t'is nothing more
But illusionaire..
Mad?!!NO!just sad.
Crying?!NO!just dying..
Ager and wiser,,
with nothing more than a miser.
Questioning and wondering..
till darkness till perish fills in,FIN!

today is day for my friend..

well!!..my friends birth day is today...and im wishing him a happy bday..all's well for him...
and me..??..my examss is coming closr and closer..feels like Im gonna be in prison..my heads thick and i cant think through..my heads tougher and harder and i think my brains gonna pop out blown away from all this studying that m working on..

A boys dream!

yyou kno how funny life is..with nothing to do and noting to say...nothing fun...whats there to ENJOY??...Seriously,even the people saying they enjoy life acts and never really ment it..Its a joke that people cant think straight bout how life works/..How hard can it get??....

And there i was 6 years ago..trying to b something worth a while ..But in the end all that it ever gave me is sadness...okae m not depressed...nor am I emotionally broken..NO!..m totally fine,,but the thing is..i see the world.the real world as it is and IM never gonna stop seeing till the end of my life.which is ironic cause i neva really had a life..
LEt me tell you 'Money' isn't everthing...