End of world??

Rumours. End of world and umm.. Well! The thing bout the word END is true. You see the world is a circle. Well not exactly but it starts at a certain points and ends at a certain point. Everything does. It's like a cycle of never ending tale. But the sad thing is, the world doesn't seem to roll in to it's position nomore. I mean if you look around and see the world?? You see lots of things start. And lots of things end.
I feel like i'm believing the day they say the end of the world. 25 dec 2012. It's like when i stay focus? I see things that no one sees it and it's telling me that it does have to do with something. The world is changing. And so does we. Either we believe ourselfs or believe in simple death. Which ever way. It all has an end.

What if..

As time goes, i see a reflection of myself in the mirror. Thinking.
What if life wasn't the way i had imagined.
What if i already had that life.
What if i might never have it.
So many questions. Yet so little answers. And yet i see signs that brought forth a cause. A cause which rely on me. Something that does have to do with me. At a point i realise that i could be.
Imagining myself,at the most, i fear life could be not more than a rainfall. I seek joy and love. And never found it. But what if joy and love seek me? And i had failed to be reached?
Ultimately we are all deadman. But it is by death that we shall live and not by living we shall die. It is indeed a matter of oppinion.
But the Question of all. The saddest part to hear is..
..WHAT IF..